Murder reminds Detective Helen Collias of Holly PD that crime doesn’t respect holidays. And the last victim she ever expected to find in her case files is the sister of her old flame, Sean Grant. Ordinarily, Helene’s psychic gifts give her an edge but this time, that gift has short-circuited. Could her lingering attraction to Sean be blurring her abilities, or is something more sinister at work?
I’m really liking the challenges to my way of thinking of things, the way I’ve decided I felt or feel about something, and experience proving me right or wrong regarding that. It’s spilling over into all areas of my life, so it’s been quite interesting.
I hit the 30k mark, today. I’ve given up on Mondays for McCredie mostly because I’ve already decided to make 2014 all about getting all four of the books of the Steward’s War written, and then going from there. I really am enjoying this pace (who knew?? Couldn’t stand trying to get 1k a day for years, and now suddenly 2k most days is cake?). What I’m stuck wondering now is, am I going to finish? I’m going to hit 50k, no problem, but am I going to be done the rough draft?
I’m not sure. I suppose I need to start bare-bones-ing it as I go? WHat do you do, when faced with this? The challenge after all is not getting the words out, but getting the whole draft out, beginning, middle, end.
Not sure what my solution will be. I’m pretty content to keep going apace and just finish when I finish. Do I care about collecting any sort of NaNo glitter? The point was, all along, to write the words, and I am, I have been, I will have.
As of right now, I’m glad I talked myself into participating this year. Let’s see how my experience changes in the weeks to come!
First, I have to admit, this is a reactionary post. In order for it to make sense, reading the post that inspired it may be helpful.
I’ve recently made the commitment to stop writing reactionary posts. The commitment was made more with spiritual topics in mind, but the commitment was made, and I’m breaking it in writing this response, and I think it’s important enough that breaking said commitment isn’t something I’m much bothered by. I’m likely bringing baggage from other parts of my life with me, but I’ve seen far too much “You are doing it wrong because you’re not doing it my way/aren’t bringing with you the same understanding I’ve gleaned/haven’t reached the same conclusions I have,” to let this go uncontested.
If we were talking about writing in general — the discipline and commitment of writing, I’d be more inclined to agree with the above post. Really, 1600 words a day, on average, is not that much. One can arrange that to fit into their lives as they need to. I’ve talked about how, during August and September, I discovered that writing most of my weekly words on one or two days worked better for me than working at it every day. Writing every day, on top of working full time, and taking care of chores around the house, leaves me with little time to rest and relax, to knit, to read for fun, to study, to practice yoga, to do the various other things that nourish me. Part of the ideal of writing for a living is the flexibility of the schedule, right? It’s the idea of getting out of the five days a week work schedule mentality. So, be flexible, and find what works for you.
Word counts are somewhat arbitrary. A lot of words do not mean that the words are keepers — but, you have a lot more to work with, for refining, if you have 10 words, rather than if you have two really great words. Word counts are tools to use, goals to aim for. If your idea is to write a book, and you know the rough word count range for books, than you have an idea of what your end goal needs to be — and you can break that down to see what pace works for you, and how you might go about reaching that goal.
There is more to writing than just word count, and I agree that writing 50k words does not make you a good writer. But you know what? It does make you a more committed writer than the person who doesn’t strive to write the words down. There’s a lot more to do, of course — it isn’t ALL about the word count, and it’s so easy to have it be about the word count. I stopped tracking my count, last year, because it had become the end goal, and that’s not useful. I don’t have time to waste by focusing on the wrong things. There are too many things I need to get written while I’m on this earth to waste that time.
Nevertheless, I see the value in focusing on the word count for this month. I’ve been writing all along. This year, before NaNo, I’d written 69k worth of quality stuff — some published already, even — and I’m still using NaNo as a sort of race-against-others, or really a race-with-others, because it’s not a matter of one winner against all the others who don’t win, to get material out that I might otherwise not get out. The first week, I thought: I don’t like this pace, I don’t like writing and writing and not editing as I go. The second week I realized: the work I’ve decided to focus on for NaNo, I would not write otherwise. I realized, too: at the pace, I could edit as I go and still make progress. I’m not going back to fix what came before, but I am disengaging a tad from the gogoGO mentality, because I already know that 1600 a day (well, for me it’s 1924) isn’t that much, when one has already been writing regularly.
All that said: maybe 1600 IS a lot for you. Maybe the gogogoGO mentality is what is helping you push through at this pace. Maybe you’ve never committed to writing any longer work before; maybe this is your first time, maybe this isn’t your first time but you need that extra oomp that tapping into the collective momentum grants you. Maybe focusing on the numbers gets you through a painful story that you need to write, that you want to write, but that focusing on it too much would whither you a bit. Maybe you are in an environment where your writing isn’t appreciated or understood, where you have to fight to be yourself, and maybe you are doing the best best best you can do.
NaNoWriMo is not just for professional writers who already know themselves as writers, who already churn out prolific amounts of material. NaNoWriMo is for those interested in self-discovery through the lens of writing, for anyone in any stage of their writing lives. Do not let people tell you you are doing this wrong. If you are writing and getting your stories out, you are not doing it wrong. ‘Right’ and ‘wrong’ has no place in your writing practice, beyond what you decide what works for you and what does not. Learn your craft, know your tools, understand the language you are writing in, the hallmarks of your preferred genre, the trends that are popular, the subject matter, the preferences of the markets you plan to submit to, if you plan to submit, and keep these things in mind while writing if that works for you — or shove it all from your mind during the writing process entirely, and make it wait until it’s time to edit, if that works for you.
It is imperative as a writer to know yourself. Every piece of advice from others (including this!) needs to be measured against that. You have to know yourself in order to know if you are doing something in a way that aids you or in a way that stifles you. You get to know yourself by the doing — in this case, by writing. Who you are as a writer can only be discovered during the process; the process can only happen if you do it; use whatever tools keep you going, even if other writers will tell you that your tool isn’t actually a tool. If it works for you, use it.
And brag about it, damn it. Brag about your accomplishments. Brag about your achievements. Other people do not get to say that your achievement isn’t one; only you get to say that you’ve accomplished something that you are proud of. They don’t get to define for you that is. Fucking crow it from the rooftops and revel in it. You fucking rock.
Embrace the insanity? Done! I’ve hit 7025words on the Inundated, 3k of those written today, and then another 2010 on Born in Flame. (I keep waffling on that title. Hate titling things) So, 9k since the 1st. 9K. Four days. And, heh, I wrote 600 words on the 1st and nothing else until yesterday. You can do that math. I want to say, it’s easy, since I do have Monday set up to be a Nothing But Writing day. And it’s somewhat easy, but it’s also . . . I have this headache, now, and words are . . . coming with increasing difficulty.
Oh, right, and I also read Rosemary and Rue yesterday, too. And grocery shopped. I am amazing. *flexes arms*
My first impression of NaNoWriMo is: I don’t like it. I like that I’m going forward and getting my word count goals, and that’s why I’m going to finish it. So I can say: hey, I did this, finally, and you know, I don’t like it; or, hey, I did this, and I thought I wouldn’t like it, but it turns out I did; or any variation therein. And it could very well be that my NaNo project is different enough from what I normally write, that that’s the difference — maybe I needed to outline, since it’s not really fiction? What I do know is that I have 7k words, and I already know that about half that are usable.
The reason I write on the computer, rather than longhand, besides the speed, is the efficiency. I’ve worked hard to become an edit-as-I-go person, because I suffer from the curse of the Dread Chapter Three: I would write and stop at chapter three and go back and edit, and do it over and over and over again. My material is not perfect when the first draft is done, by any means. Good gods, the habits I fall into, the things I over look, the horrible, horrible writing that I’m capable of. But, on average, I have scenes and sections to bulk up, to tweak, to move around. I don’t wind up with half my material useless by the time the initial draft is done. I do tend to hit the halfway point, and have to rewrite extensively as the story really, really, finally reveals its glory to me, but we tend to have that midpoint fall out and then while it’s not smooth sailing necessarily, it’s at least more or less efficient. And I’m not sure this is going to be, for me.
But, I’m not sure. So, I’m going to keep going. Because who knows what next week will bring?
I sort of love the momentum, at any rate.
How was your first week?